Keep moving forward

I am very saddened by a broken promise and I have missed 2 days of blogging. You can say like with Josh Groban that I am obsessed with it. I had a BEAUTIFUL time in St. George with my Mom! It was great to spend time with her. On the way back in the stinking construction zone i ran right over an orange cone, and it never came out the other side. haha, then we could feel it dragging on the bottom of the car. So about 3 miles later pop!, there it goes out the back side! While there we also enjoyed some fine chinese cuisine... and whie paying a little baby cockroach crawled accross the checkout counter. Eek!

Today I spent the better part of the day cleaning up my Christmas junk! It does feel much better to put things away and have all decoration back to normal and have everything put away. I believe I get too excited about re organizing and a clean bedroom. But, I am sure that is a quality not to be complained of.

 I also spent the whole day dying of hunder. I am still following my diet, and well this weeks diet sucks. I do vow to stay with it though. I feel very strongly about me losing my weight this time! I hate the act of this lifestyle change, but I know I will feel so much better when I reach this goal! I can't even imagine being skinnier, I wonder what it is like. I hope I do not have to wonder much longer. I am staying motivated by the  biggest loser. That show is so very addicting!

Todays thought comes from a quote by a man that inspires me almost above any other public figure. This man is Walt Disney. "Around here, however, we do not look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things... and curiosity will keep leading us down new paths". It simply speaks for itself. I simply hate new years resolutions. Whenever I feel inspiration come through is when I start a "resolution" And at this time I have dubbed this year all about me. I am putting a foot down and taking this year for myself. I am going to be selfish and try to learn more about my self. I feel as if I have not taken a moment to understand what it is I want from life. I find myself always at the mercy of wanting to make others happy and never have contention, and this results in bad decisions made on my part. There is plenty of things I need to fix and change in my life. I have vowed to do that this year, and I am off to a great start! I am okay with being selfish for a while. I hope to adopt many lifestyle changes and adopting new habits. I feel it in the back of my mind, I have a little voice telling me, stop looking backwards, open new doors and KEEP MOVING FORWARD! That is the 2nd of my two mottos KEEP MOVING FORWARD! I believe we all owe it to ourselves to stop and reflect, get over it and move forward. So take a moment to think what you would like to move forward with, or get over with. Have a clean heart and mind and I believe that this will bring us back to happiness.

Stand a little taller