It's a new day!

Well kids here I am blogging! I am not so sure about what? But I have been told it is what the cool kids are doing. I do also enjoying writing, it makes me think so it couldn't hurt. It is a very rough draft and I don't know why those darn pictures are so big. But, I am sure once a figure it out it will look pretty!

Today my best good friends and I brought the new year in with a fun party! We played pin the tiara on the princess, mold and guess, glitter toes, chocolate fountain! It was all quite fantastic, and I very much enjoyed my night!! I hope this wonderful day will be one of representation of how my new year will go! Well, because I believe I deserve it!

Tonight's thought comes from a lesson very hard learned! I apologize in advance it is a little tangent but much needed for my conscience.

 I have spent almost down to the T 2 years being angry at someone I love very much! It all was very silly I guess? Lets travel back in time. I at one time was a very very happy person, all was well and I had nothing to worry about. I went away on vacation and came back and my whole life had changed. Things in my little bubble had shifted and the fates would have it that my life would never be the same. You see I am an optimist. I am always a person to see the best in people, have a giant heart, and darnit I just can't say no! But, that's okay! So I thought... until I faced the real world! You see I had never thought that over night my life would change or that I couldn't stay 18 for ever, or stay out until midnight... every night! I just always thought life would be great and that I would have the whole world in my hands. Anyways, when life had changed I had been left in the dust. I had been replaced by better things, and life was no longer a fairy tale. You see I moved on, and "got over it" so I thought. But this whole time I have carried around a grudge and a mentality that I was not good enough anymore and that my life just plain ol' sucked.

2 years really.... I wasted you! It was not until 2 weeks ago and I was sitting here contemplating. And then ta=duh, a lightbulb. All this energy you have wasted being mad at this person was for nothing. Because you see this person felt the exact same way about you. That they had been left behind, that they were no longer good enough for you! I should have been overwhelmed with sadness for wasted time, but I became very happy. I finally have the right frame of mind and can go back and repair the hands of time. I can have the world at my hands and I can have what I once had before. Yes not in the same form, but it doesn't matter because it is love! I only hope I did not hurt this person by treating them badly. I know they will read this and to you I say sorry! I am sorry i have played a victim when you have done nothing wrong! I will once again be what you needed me to be for the last 2 years. I promise to be there for you from now on!

I also at the beginning of my blog need to send a shout out to my chicken nuggets. For you are the ones that have inspired me the last few months! An inspiration for much needed change! I hope everyone has a wonderful sabbath day.

Stand a little taller